sianss`
woke up ard 2plus .
woke up by dear & pam's msg ((:
so sweet !.
dear says im violent ):
wahahahah `
&& guess whad ?!
ytd i talked on the fone with ahhwee , ivan & jiayong .
very funny .
i keep on shoot ivan thn he very dulan (x
thn alex call & dhisiao -.-
thn now say is nicholas use his fone .
hahah .
lmao ((:
& whadtever luh (:
i dont give a damn :DDDD
&& now ..
im going out .
meeting fav. now & meeting py they all ltr ((:
stupid ahhwee & ppl going katong with tht basket ):
LOL !.
&& dear keep calling me thn put dwn .
idiotic .
dear if you sees this post ,
you better stop your miscalling luh !.
bfore i kill you !.
hahahah .
i wouldn't bear to do so (:
iloveyou (:
&& im going out .
byee ppl ! (((:
LOVELOVELOVE :DDDDDD

27 12 06

siansss`
fcuked up day (((:
woke up ard 3plus 4 in the afternoon ((x
chiong '' MY GIRL " de korean drama (((:
so freaking niceeee luhhh`
laughed & laughed`
thn ard 5plus ahhwee call .
ask me go meet him , ivan & his frnds`
but i unsure bcos mayb meeting py (:
thn ard 6plus py call .
ask me go meet her & xiuzhen.
thn tell py got taiji & stuffs .
LOL .
thn got this girl ,
blahblahblah`
steady , dont accuse ppl without evidence sia .
steady i nvr shoot you or whad .
you knw im like tht de luh`.
LOL !.
thn in the end my sister came home .
ccb .
thn cant meet py& xiuzhen at fisherman village ):
gllb bodoh`.
life is so unfair .
korkor&sister go out jiu cann .
mommy go out also cann .
nobody kpkb them .
once i go out thn ccb sis & mom jiu nagg .
only left one week de hols .
somemore working almost everyday .
only left with 1 more day to free myself .
like tht also dont let me off .
knn sia .
really , buey lun luh` .
LOL !.
whadtever luh`
thn moody luh`.
thn ahhwee call ask about the taiji thingy.
thn tell him nth .
thn dear call .
hahah . he thought i still angry with him sia .
wahahahah .
seriously , talking to dear on the fone is so niceeee luhhh (((:
cann make me laugh like so bloody loud luh !.
&& he always bluff me !.
hahahah . stupid dear ((:
iloveyou dear !. forever till no end !.
&& you knw whad !?
dear keep wishing me merry christmas -.-
its like so lmao luh .
dear you rawk !.
wahahahah .
me& dear keep disturbing ppl (x
wahahahah .
LOL !.
i so love dear luh !.
&& my stupid destiny !.
nowadays seemed so unclose to me ):
we seemed so far !>.<
luckily dear is still with me ((:
but dear & destiny , none cann leave me ((:
LOL !.
&amp;& tml im gonna meet py they all again & we're going out (((:
wahahahah.
meeting them !.
wahahahah !.
&& im still so angry with mommy luh !.
quarreled with her .
&& dont knw whads happening luh .
luckily dear is ard to comfort me xDDDD
LOVES <3

26 12 06


LOL !.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER (((:
hmmmm .
woke up ard 3plus (x
wahahaha . slpt with mommy last night . teeheeee (((:
thn wake up just to chiong "MY GIRL" the korean drama i borrowed frm my aunt .
thn mommy also geikau !. wanto watch with me -.-
wahahahh .
i so love the movie cann ?!??! im like so addicted to korean drama :DDDD
&& i still got so many more other drama vcd tht i haven even touched ((:
wahahahha . LOL .
thn passed korkor his present ((:
&& my hair is superrr dry luhhh .
nvm , at least its not oily (x
im alrdy happy luh . wahahahah .
LOL !.
its like so shiny luh my color .
golden seriously rawk my world now & thn (((x
wahahahah . LOL !. xDDD
thn chiong drama until 8 plus .
sister & me & bro & mommy cabbed dwn to kovan .
celebrated korkor's bdae !.
had many many many food luh !.
&& also my PEPPER CRAB (x
its so so so niceeee luhhh !.
it'd been awhile since i touched crabs (x
wahahahah . NICEEEE !.
wahahahah . LOL .!
so niceee luh !.
&& im like so bloody full luh !.
&& im still fulll now luh !.
wahahahha . LOL !.
thn cabbed home .
pricislla cousin & her bf came over to my hse .
chatted & left bout 12 plus .
wahahahha `
she brought the choco tht she'd bought for sister here ((:
so wonderful .
LOL !.
&& guess whads the time now !?
its like 6am alrdy !?
LOL !.
&& ahhwee just put dwn the fone bcos my hp batt flat .
now charging so ltr gonna talk again !.
weeeetss (((:
i so love ahhwee luh .
seriously , he'd been a gd frnd to me always eversince i knw him
&& i nvr wanted him to treat me so well .
its really more than enuff .
i treasure frnd like him & i really pray hard tht he'll not leave me luh !.
he's really a GREAT FRIEND luh !.
as gd as barney !. but barney is better (x
wahahahah . LOL !.
&& ltr , which is 27 12 06 , im going to meet py cousin & xiuzhen .
go pasir ris park -.-
siansss . i alrdy working thr luh . everyday go thr not sian meh ?-.-
wahahah .
bohbian .
my stupid cousin say i bohxim .
thn have to pey her thr .
&& my stupid ahhwee meeting my guailan kia ivan ltr .
so cant pey me ):
wahahahah !.
i felt so loved (x
wahahah . LOL !.
llalalalala ~
im gonna chiong everything luh !.
&& im not gonna slp .!
ton ton ton & ton !.
wahahahah !.
anyway ,
ppl , if wanto jio me out , faster ohkays (x
bcos these few days free only .
after tht i'll have to work everyday & school's reopening (:
everyone's busy le .
iloveyou everyone :DDDDDD
but bitch , i still hate you to the core (((:


my dearest boy ,
im so sorry i broke my promise & i took another sick of it .
im so so so sorry .
i really promise to quit this time round .
forgive me & i still love you till the end of time ((:
LOVES <33

25 12 06


MERRY CHRISTMAS (((:

LOL !.
called dad bcos didnt see him at home till 4am plus sia.
thn called . he's at msia & mommy didnt tell me ):
make my bill bomb ):
wahahahh . LOL .
thn keep msging with son until he say he at hongxiong's hse .
thn i didnt reply le . thn ahhwee say will call me baq .
so i wait till thn he didnt even call baq -.-
hahah . whadtever . thn went to slp & dreamt (x
hais . so sadd` feel tht me& ahhwee not so close liao sia .
whadtever . hahahah .
cheeyen is going crazy !.
thn woke up .
headed to plaza .
korkor dye his hair copper brown & highlighted golden .
i bleached my hair & it turned out golden .
wahahahh . im so so so happy !.
golden you knw !?
thought its abit weird bcos school's gonna reopen soon .
hahah . but look at my face & do you think i even care ?!
hahah . && im sure i'll go to sch with my golden hair on if sister didnt say anything (x
wahahah . LOL !.
thn headed to fisherman village.
fcuk !. was late by 1 hr (x
shy shy`.
1st day work thn late le . power bah (x
thn LOL loh .
quite fun luh working with them .
though sometime felt left out but overall was superrr niceee luh ((:
&& got my scheduel de ):
wahahah .
friday . saturday . sunday . monday & tuesday im working ((:
busy right ):
wahahah . better ask me out bfore hand uh !. wahahaha (x
thn headed home .
took 403 baq to inter .
thn took 89 while shihan wanyi they all take 17 .
wahahahha .
lovelovelove (:
reached home & im dreached -.-
ahahahh . no lrt service so i walked home & its raining heavily );
waahahahha .
LMAO !.
fun fun fun !.
&& im going over to py's hse to stay on friday (x
gdnight ppl !.
&& ilove my golden hair ((:

1. Story behind your friendster song?
LOL .

2. What month were you born in?
JUNE (:

3. Where do you live?
Serangoon to sengkang (:

D E S C R I B E Y O U R

4. Wallet:
hello kitty . pink ? LOL .

5. Dream car?
Ferarri.

6. Toothbrush?
green.

7. Jewelry worn daily?
Earrings.

8. Pillow Case:
Princess.

9. Eyes:
errr . not as big anymore ):

10.What's your favorite color?
orange . black . white & green (:

11. What was your favorite [original] power ranger
color?
white !.

12. Cologne/Perfume:
Gucci envy me.

13. CD in stereo:
No Cd inside.

14. Piercings:
5.


W H A T A R E Y O U

15. Wearing:
black shaghetti & jeans short.

16. Thinking:
im worry bout dad & py .

17. Wanting:
earn money (:

18. The last thing you ate?
turkey.

19. Something you are afraid of?
loosing my precious peepps (:

20. Do you like candles?
yeaps . fancy ones`

21. Do you like the taste of blood?
NO !.

22. Do you believe in love?
uh huh (:

23. Do you believe in soul mates?
errrr . yeaps ?

24. Do you sleep naked?
nope .

25.Do you like seafood?
yeaps !.

26. Do you remember your dreams? last night's?
yeaps . a perfect one (x

27. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
nope (: if i do , none will agree (x

28. Do you consider yourself a health nut?
Nope, i dont care bout my health`

29. Like tattoos?
errr . alrights`

30. Do you believe in miracles?
not really but more& more bcos of GOD (:

32. What's something you wish you could
understand better?
understand whads on his mind (:

33. Who is on your mind right now?
son & dad (:

34. Are you shy around a crush?
errr . yeaps (:

35. Do you have a crush on someone right now?
errr . yeaps . i just realised it xDDDD

37. How many siblings do you have?
err . 2 ?

38. Got any plans for the weekend?
weekends just passed -.-

39. Who do u miss other than your crush/bf or gf?
dad & mom . sisters & frnds`

40. What is the one thing you have learned in life ?
nothing is forever & treasure everything ard you bfore its way too late (:

1. When is the last time you
held hands with someone?
` tht night at bbq ((:

2. You wake up as the opposite gender,
what's the one thing you'd do?
` i'll scream like nobody's business (x

3. Have you ever crawled through a
window?
` yeaps .

4. Where is your mum?
` slping (:

5. Morning or night person?
` night (:

6. What was the last movie you watched?
` mygirl :DDDD

8. Any cool scars?
` on my nose ):

9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.
` eyes

10. What do you do when no one is
watching?
` reflect , who am i whn nobody notices you ?

11. Ever been in love?
` yeaps (x

12. What's something your friends make
fun of you for?
` clumsy & lame & buey paiseh (x

13. What is your curfew?
` 11pm ):

14. Would you ever dye your hair red?
` yeaps .

15. You + alcohol= ?
` alcoholic xDDDD

16. What's your worst personality flaw?
` looked fierce ? ):

17. What career would you wish to be
in?
` banking (:

18. Which country would you like to
visit?
` korea (:

19. Do you want a well paying job or a
job you enjoy?
` i want both (:

21. Do you believe in needing a
religion?
` definately ! & imma christain !.

23. When were you last on the phone?
` just _ :DDDD

24. What were the shoes you wore today?
` my mondo covered heels (:

25. Do you like maths?
` im trying to love it (:

26. What about history?
` NO PLEASE (:

27. Have you ever seen 5 squirrels at
one time?
` yeaps !. at my aunt's bangalow (:

28. Can you touch your nose with your
tongue?
` nope ):

29. Do you have a brother?
` yeaps !. (:

30. Did your great grandad fight in
the civil war?
` i doubt i've seen my great grandad bfore -.-

31. Who's your favorite person to talk
to online?
` online ? my one&only SON & derrick (:

32. Have you ever used photobucket?
` yeaps`

33. Do you like hugs?
` duh -.- of course (x

34. Do you want to be a doctor?
` was once my ambition (:

35. Have you ever fallen asleep with
gum in your mouth?
` yeaps (:

36. What do you do right before you go
to bed?
` say gdnight to my dad & mom (:

38. Right when you get out of bed?
` greet my parents (:

39. Would you date a girl with hair
longer than yours?
` errr . imma girl (:
as in frnds ? why not (:

40. Do you want to be famous?
` nope . famous is not as gd as whad we think (:

41. Do you spend a lot of time
contemplating life's answer?
` yeaps (:

42. Do you do your own laundry?
` i leave it to mommy (x

43. What words do you use instead
of "good"?
` pang !. & best !. & idea luh !.

44. Anyone on your mind at the moment?
` my son xDDDDDD

1. In one word/phrase, explain what
ended your last relationship.
- feeling fade`

2. What made you smile today?
- my stupid son's msg ^^ & all the presents`

3. What were you doing this morning at
8a.m.?
- slpping

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
- texting with son (:

5. Something that happened to you in
1985?
- im not born yet (:

6. Your prom night?
- PERFECT !. redcross's prom`

7. Last thing you said out loud?
- wait luh (x

8. Last thing someone else said aloud?
- lanjiao`

9. Worst thing currently on
television:
- no idea`

10. What was in the email today?
- i've got alot (:

11. How many different drinks have you
drank today?
- 4 different kind`

12. What is your favorite part of the
day?
- drinking wine , msging with son & receiving presents (:

13. Your current To-do list?
- dye my hair (x LOL .

14. Where is your best friend right
now?
- in the room (:

15. What color is your toothbrush?
- green (((:

16. Any plans for Friday night?
- coming friday ? SHOPPING !.

17. How about Saturday night?
- coming saturday ? shopping (x

18. Least favorite place to shop?
- plaza`

19. Last thing you bought?
- christmas stuffs for frnds (:

20. Last gift you received?
- cookies (:

21. Funniest thing you heard all day?
- pigs at hills`

22. Favorite mug?
- winnie da pooh (:

23. What color is your front door?
- brown

24. Beauty:
- is inside

25. Who's on your mind right now?
- my son (: & jaslyn`

26. Where do you keep your change?
- wallet (:

27. Say something to the number 1
person in your Top 8:
- i've let you go (:

28. What kind of winter coat do you
have?
- fury`

29. What was the weather like on your
graduation day?
- i've not graduated yet ):
but prom for rc was fine (:

30. Least favourite ice cream flavor?
- cone ` yuck!

31. Last rainbow you saw?
- on tv ?! hahah . if not , its afew yrs ago (:

32. Something you are excited about?
- whn is the day coming (:

33. Are you happy with your life?
- yeaps . very ((:

34. What are you thinking now?
- errr .. be thankful for all i have (:

35. Who was the last person you were
on the phone with?
- ahhwee (:

36. The last person who sent you a
message?
- my son !. ^^

37. The last person that you chatted
with?
- ahhwee (:

38. The last person you talked to?
- as in face to face ? mommy & brother (:

39. Person you trusted the most?
- my son & jaslyn & darl & ahhwee (:

40. What makes you excited?
- a new day (:

41. Are you in love?
- yeaps (: && i've let go of him alrdy (:

42. Places you want to be with your
special someone?
- anywhr , as long as im just close to him in his arms (:

1. What do you have for lunch today?
maggie ):

2. What is the thing that's on your
mind now?
wondering shld i reply my son's msg (x

3. The last person you msg?
my son (:

4. The last person who msg you?
my son (:

5. Last person you called ?
a unknown person (:

6. Last person who called you?
ahhwee`

7. The person on your mind now?
worrying bout my son & py (:

8. Last person who gave you
testimonial?
wann'

9. Which 1 is better to be friend
with, a bitch or a gay?
bitch (:

10. Your latest Enemy?
tht fcuker luh`

11. Your latest Lover?
hehehe (x

12. What do you want to say to your Enemy now?
fcuker off !. [middle finger for you !]

13. What do you want to say to your Lover now?
ilovehim loh (x

14. What type of person you hate?
backstabber (: & fcukers`

15. What type of person you love?
understanding & caring & cute (x

16. What do you want to do after this?
continue finding survey to do (:

17. Do you have any plans for this
week or others?
shopping ((:

18. What are you wearing now?
shaghetti & jeans short

19. What are you going to do tonight?
ton on fone (:

20. What do you want to give to your Enemy?
a tight slap

21. What do you want to give to your Lover?
nothing (:

survey , randomness .


Message: 01.Your name plus "lyn"
/ cheeyen lyn .

02. Two feelings at the moment?
/ bored & happy (x

03. What are you listening to right
now?
/ hao xin fen shou [chinese version]

04. A part of a song lyric that's in
your mind?
/ 至少我走得比你早

10. Your three plans for today?
/ celebrate christmas & ton after work & drink (:

11. Are you thinking of someone right
now?
/ errrr . im missing my son (:

12. Are you single?
/ yeaps (:

13. What do you want?
/ i wanto ... stay close to my son (: & ppl !.

14. Are you feeling hungry?
/ errr . yeaps ?

15. Who do you miss right now?
/ my son :DDDD & jaslyn !.

16. Last friend(s) you talked to?
/ my son LIM YANG ZHI !. xDDD

17. What do you like about last night?
/ i spent the whole night with jaslyn ((:

18. When you were a kid, what did you
want to be when you grew up?
/ errr .. teacher , doctor & lawyer (x

19. What was your last gift?
/ a bag , cookies (: & make-ups !!!

20. Did you like it?
/ of course !. its the thoughts tht count !.

21. Do you play an instrument?
/ yeaps !. tana saxophone (:

22. What song did you last hear?
/ hao xin fen shou [chinese version]

23. Person you hate most?
/ tht fcuker (:

24. Who makes you laugh the most?
/ ahhwee^^ & jaslyn (:

25. In a few words, explain what ended
your last "relationship"?
/ errr . my heart isnt with hime (x

26. What were you doing this morning
at 8 a.m?
/ in my lala land (x

27. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
/ texting with my son ((:

28. Are you any good at math?
/ NO! but im trying to love it (:

29. Have you ever taken out a loan to
pay for school?
/ uh ?! NO !

30. What do you think about this
bulletin?
/ it sark . made me feel more bored (x

# 1 . what bothers you right now ?
` cannot ton & cousin's outside , im worried for her ):

# 2 . what is your favorite month of
the year ?
` june & forever it'll be .

# 3 . what was your dream last night ?
` i went on a relationship with the closest guy i am right now (x
[ gosh !. whad kinda dream is tht luh !.]

# 4 . what is your greatest fear .
` the lost of freedom & love ones (:

# 5 . what was the best thing that
happened to you this week ?
` i received many wonderful presents (x

# 6 . what are you planning to do this
weekend ?
celebrate christmas ):

# 7 . what can you promise to the one
you love the
most ?
i'll quit smoking !. && i'll nvr break tht promise my son& darl (:

# 8 . what will you wish for if you
had a genie ?
` the relationship tht im having with the pp ard me will last FOREVER (:

- WHO -

# who is the one youre thinking of
right now ?
` my son (: & frnds (:

# who do you run to when you're down ?
` my son LIM YANG ZHI & derrick & jaslyn (:

# who are the most influential people
in your life right now ?
` my son & jas & frnds (:

# who was the last person you went out with?
` cousins & family ((:

# who will you call/text later ?
` now texting with son (:

# who completes your day ?
` GOD !. & ppl ((:

# who do you want to talk to right now ?
` son !. but he's at RP , i wanto tell him how dulan i am tht i cant ton !.

- WHEN -

# 1 . when will you take a bath?
if i have a chance , i will always take a bath

# 2 . when will you watch a movie?
everytime whn my interest raises`

# 3 . when was the first time you fell in love?
err .. 7 ?

# 4. when was the last time you went out with your friends?
just only ?

# 5 .when was the last time you said "i love you" ?
just now (x

# 6 . when was the last time you read a book ?
a dozen week ago ?

# when was the last time you asked for help ?
definately not recently (:

# when was the last time you kissed your dad/mom ?
every morning ?

# when did you last receive a gift ?
just only !. christmas gifts !. yayness (((x

# do you easily get attracted to the opposite sex ?
it depends on how the guy attracts me (x hahah`

# do you get jealous easily ?
nope . unless its an relationship issue (:

- MISC -

# any people in love with you right now ?
errr . ? hahah`

# want to get married ?
yeaps`

# are you serious when it comes to
relationships ?
yeaps`

# are you afraid of commitments ?
nope . im used to commitments` redcross ):

# do actions speak louder than words ?
you mean mine ? errr . both are loud (x

# how can you tell if a person loves you ?
the way he treats me& the actions he does& how the feeling goes (:

# are you good in handling relationships ?
it depends`

# are you willing to give everything ?
nope`

# do you demand your loved one to change into something that pleases you ?
nope` there still must be freedom between ((:

# would you let go of someone you love ?
why not ? i've alrdy let him go ((:

# is sex important in a relationship?
NOT AT ALL & DEFINATELY NOT !.

# what is the major reason of a break up ?
feeling faded , misunderstandings & jealousy ? [optional for jealousy (: ]

# most important ingredient in a relationship ?
faith , trust & love in your partner ((:

# one thing you like about love ?
thr will always b someone who cares & hold you in the arms (:

# worst thing you did to a loved one ?
dumped him (:

# is your heart broken , beating , or taken?
my heart have to beat if not i'll be dead (:
im loving GOD (:

23 12 06


met fav. at my hse LRT (:
lrt-ed to cp .
shopped & saw frnds (((:
thn walked to RM .
met baobao , evon , joanna , lina (:
hahahh .
thn saw santa claus & raindeer !.
the stupid raindeer go hit my head !.
i wanto smack his butt !. thn the person look at me )):
irritating !>.<
wahahahah .
thn th santa claus shake my hand & say merry christmas .
thn i go disturb say . 'HOHOHO !. merry christmas !.'
wahahahh . LOL !.
thn bought more presents ):
at watson . spent my $ 30 )):
shaggg . no more $$ .
wahahahha . nvm . at least i still enjoy !.
wahahahah .LOL .
thn fav. wants to go baq to CP.
so headed baq . thn i bought my hair dye ):
BLACK )):
thn wento missha (((:
fav. ask me to choose my own make up ):
i shy sia . teeeeheeee ((x
thn fcuk luh . she bought quite alot for me sia ((x
wahahahah . && i got the membership for missha (((:
thn blah blah blah`
LOL !.
thn wento my hse voiddeck slack.
took darn lotsa pics luh`
fcuking niceee :DDDD
went home after tht (((X
end of today ((:


24 12 06


siansss`
today woke up ,
didnt go for church bcos i tot thrs work .
thn fcuk the boss luhsss`
say whad rain thn dont need so much workers thn i nvr go .
gllb sia . dulan luh`
thn whadtever fcuk luh`
thn sister came home .
passed me my christmas present ((x
got a sling small bag .
its fcuking niceeee luh`
THANK GOD`
thn met fav.
she passed me my christmas present tooo ((:
thankew girl`
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (((:
thn slack at home .
seriously very pekcek & dulan .
thn go cousin hse gathering . drink wine ((:
very dulan luh . drink lil bit dont die`
LOL .
thn mother dont allow me to ton .
say whad i wear so lil & fcuk stuff .
i very dulan !.
PLUS !. today i come my fcuking period .
even more dulan !.
really , i dulan until i really wanto cry now .
my fcukingly most miserable christmas ever luh .
FCUK !.
i wanto ton !.
knn . ccb . nbccb . gllb . hk !. spsbklnb . knpb .
walan eh !.
fcuk fcuk fcuk`
fcuking christmas you sark !.
ccb !.
made my life so miserable .
make my christmas so fcuking dulan .
hk luh`

-Longest relationship:
~ 1yr ++

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?
~ all said the bfore -.-

-and really truly meant it?
~ only a few (:

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?:
~ last time i was childish luh & we're still so young , its impossible luh dude`
long way to go -.-

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
~ yeaps`

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:
~ yeaps`

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
~ single ((:

-Have you ever been cheated on?:
~ nope ?

-What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
~ his attractive pair of eyes (:

-What is your favorite thing about the same sex?:
~ LOL . personality`

-Have you ever had your heart broken?:
~ yeaps ` once in a while.

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?:
~ always xDDD

-Talk to any of your exes?:
~ always ? :DDD

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you?
~ currently , NOPE !. im so much used to the life tht i have now (:

-Think any of your exes feel the same way?:
~ tht idiot ? hahah . i dont give a damn luh`

-Do you believe that you are a goodboyfriend or girlfriend?:
~ i feel i am (:

-Have you dated people who were notgood to you?:
~ errr . yeaps ?

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?:
~ yeaps !. fcuk tht guy luh` only ahhwee& my ppl knws (:

-Name your most memorable ex:
~ alfred` LOL . i no longer love him loh (:
im in love with another guy =]]x

-Have you dated someone older thenyou?:
~ errr . yeaps (:

-Younger?:
~ errr . nope ?

-Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?:
~ nope .

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?:
~ it depends .

-Believe in love at first sight?:
~ never (:

-Ever dated two people at once?:
~ nope !. i will nvr do tht . bcos i knw tht fcuking pain in it luh`

-Ever been given an Engagement ring?:
~ its normal now (:

-Do you want to get married?:
~ who dont ?

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?:
~ yeaps` memories will always stay (:

-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend orgirlfriend?:
~ nopes (x

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriendor girlfriend?:
~ teeeheees xDDDDD
im sorry but feelings are in-stoppable (x

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
~ yeaps !. it hurt till the extend tht ppl may die (x

1.Do you like anyone?:
my frnds & big family ((:

2. Do they know it?:
everyone knws ilove my ONE&ONLY SON ((x

3. Simple or complicated life?:
hais . complicated-.-

4. Had sex:
im not as LOW CLASS !. bahahah .

5. Bought something:
duh ? -.-

6. Gotten sick?:
i am ):

7. Been hugged?:
yeaps. darl always hugg me (x

8. Felt stupid?:
im always acting stupid ((x

9. Talked to an ex:
everytime ? (:

10. Missed someone:
errr . mayb ?

11. Failed a test:
if i dont study luh ((:

12. Been on a holiday:
yeaps`

13. Danced:
always (:

14. Gotten your hair cut?:
long ago -.-

15. Lied:
seldom now . aint i GREAT (((x

16. Nervous habits?:
i'll have stomach pain whn i got nervous :D

17. Are you double jointed?
: NO! .

18. Can you roll your tongue?:
like duh -.-

19. Can you raise one eyebrow?:
of course & im always doing tht ((:

20. Can you cross your eyes?:
as in ? LOL !.

21. Do you make your bed daily?:
nah`

22. Do you think you are unique?:
yeaps i am !. everyone is ((:

23. Said "I Love you":
yeaps . always saying tht to my son & darl ((:

24. Given money to a homelessperson:
yeaps . redcross always force me to do tht ):

25. Smoked?:
yeaps . & im quitting it NOW !. for the sake of my PRECIOUS SON ((:
thts a promise frm me to him ):

26. Waited all night for a phonecall:
yeaps .

27. Snuck out?:
errr .

28. Sat and looked at the stars?:
yeaps`

29. Do you swear/curse?:
yeaps . i swore for smth tht im serious bout (x
& i curse tht smth for im serious bout too xDDD

30. Do you ever spit?:
sorrryyy (((x
i'll not do tht bcos i've promised son & darl ((:

31. You cook your own food?:
of course !. i was so best in home econ whn i was in sec1 (((x

32. You do your own chores? :
whn mommy's overseas`

33. You like beef jerky?:
ohyeas`

34. Been in love?:
duh -.-

35. You're happy with your life?:
quite ? hahah .
making it perfect luh`

36. You own a dog?
i dont anymore )):

37. You spend your money wisely?:
after working luh (((:
but all on clothings (x

38. Do you like to swim?:
yeaps & for 30 hours luh !. curse tht stupid redcross )):

39. When you get bored do you call a friend:
i always do . noppes . they will call mee (((:

40. Last song you heard:
at the cross ((:
holy uh`

41. Flowers or angels?:
angels xDD

42. Grey or black?:
black :DDDD

43. Colour or black and whitephotos?:
colour .

44. Lust or love?:
lust [ desire . but not sexual luh . idiot !.]

45. Sunrise or sunset?:
same luhhs xDD

46. M&Ms or Skittles?:
skittles`

47. Coke or Pepsi:
im somehow addicted to coke unknowingly )):
bestee , you shld have told me earlier ):

48. Staying up late or waking up early?:
staying up late xDDDD

49. Being hot or cold?:
cold ((:

50. Winter or Fall?:
winter ?

51. Left or right?:
right`

52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 bestfriends?:
both ??

53. Sunshine or rain?:
it depends ((:

54. Hooked up in the woods?:
NO WAY .!

55. Drank a bottle of alcohol byyourself?:
yeaps . to the death is the best ((:

56. Hooked up in the shower?:
LOL .

57. Kissed:
baobei just kissed me ytd (((x

58. Stolen money from a friend?:
imma civilised ONE alright`

59. Slept naked?:
thts fcuking disgusting`

60. Been in a fist fight?:
the guys always do tht to me ):

61. Had a crush on a teacher?:
past ? hahah.

62. Seen someone die?:
my frnd just passed away today )):
hais`

63. Been on an airplane?:
yeaps

64. Slept all day?:
yeaps -

65. Missed someone:
mayb ((:

66. Fallen asleep during school?:
always slping in classs esp exams nearing days ((:
[with son& woomaooo . they are BAD INFLUENCE xDDDD]

67. Been lonely?:
yeaps`

68. Cheated in a game?
teeeeeeeheeeeeee (((:

69. Been to the ER?:
ER? .

70. Been in a car accident?:
BAHAHAH.

71. Had detention?:
i dont attend detention classes ((:

72. Had a baby pillow?:
yeaps & tell you whad , i love the smell XDDDD

73. Cried yourself to sleep?:
yeaps . in the past , always for him (:

74. Sung in the shower?
never fail to ((:

75.Kiss him before?:
yeaps`

76. Laughed so hard you cried?
im always laughing weather its funny or not ((x

77. Regretted hurting someone?:
yeaps . im really so sorry ):
i hope we're still frnds ):
hope you'll still talk to me in sch ((:

78. Regretted loving someone?:
yeaps . tht fcuker !. hahah .

79. Been SUPER happy?:
yeaps . the bbq (((x

80. Favorite movie?:
homerun !.... !!!!!!! wahahaha `.

This is pretty neat.

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It takes less than a minute .
Work this out as you read ...
Be sure you don't read the bottom
until you've worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time
things, it's fun.



1. First of all, pick the number of
times a week that you would like to
have chocolate
(more than once but less than 10)









2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to
be bold)










3. Add 5












4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait
while you get the calculator













5. If you have already had your
birthday this year add 1756 ....
If you haven't, add 1755.














6. Now subtract the four digit year
that you were born.










You should have a three digit number










The first digit of this was your
original number
(i.e., how many times you want to have
chocolate each week).










The next two numbers are









YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)



THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2006) IT WILL
EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE
IT LASTS.

i promise to let go (:
letting go of the past & here comes the new beginning ((:
its all about LIFE .
&& every happenings are part&parcels of life <3

this is gonna be the longest post ever
bcos this post consist of 4days of my life ((:
&& its the BESTEST days of my life xDDDD


&& curse blogger !. hahah .
dont allow me to log into this page until hours of trying ):
but thankew for allowing me still (((:


18 12 06

went for redcross 's AOP.
siannsss`
hope tht will be THE LAST & FINAL AOP for the rest of redcross days (x
thn left early bcos got bbq at night ((x
thn went home .
upload songs in mp3 .
was bloody fedup bcos i dont kknw whad happen my songs all frm window player bcome iTunes .
im so bloody fedup & scolded the comp =[[
thn mommy was like oh-my-gdness-whad-happen-to-her ?
hahah . LOL !.
thn derrick miss called me . thn called baq .
ask me go dwn point in 15mins.
dots . whr got time sia !.
hahah . lol .
thn son say 1/2 hr .
teehee (x
thn bathe & headed to point .
thn they at allea -.-
hahah . thn took escal up .
hahha . lol .
thn woomaoo scold me ):
hahah . thn cabbed dwn to parklane.
thn no cabb wann us bcos got 5ppl .
finally !. thank GOD !.
got a SEVEN seater de taxi stopped at taxi stand (x
hahah . thn we took it .
&& it took us like freaking long in the cabb bcos its jamming outside ):
hahha . thn derrick kaobei me . hahah .
thn whadtever loh .
reached parklane . derrick paid all sia (x
so cool luh !. hahah . lol .
thankew dear ((:
thn went pooling (((x
aunty actually dont allow bcos she say got police opposite . but in the end also we cann go in .
hahah . we told aunty play short one . 1hr plus . hahaha . lol .
thn one table nia loh .
lol .
yangzhi , derrick , gary & jian an .
all 15 yrs old . only i 14 ):
hahah . lol !.
thn bluff luh . say i also 15 . hahah . lol .
thn play . learnt loh .
my stupid son . laugh at me ):
bcos my hands v. weak mah thn cannot play ):
LOL !.
thn playplayplay loh .
hahah . SO FUNN cannnnn !?
laugh & laugh ((x
LOL !.
thn finish le . derrick pay again (x
so gd uh . wahahha . thn rushed to MRT .
mrt-ed baq to sk .
bcos need to go gary hse take the stuff for bbq & buy stuffs also .
thn no time . so didnt play pool for long !.
hahah . but i still enjoy (((x
ask me for further details alrights (((x
i wanto come play pool with son & ppl again ((((((((((x
SO FUNNNNNNNNN !.
LOL !.
thn saw huiting`xinyu`her sister`fadhil`faiz`bala`james`oneguy`zul.
thn son , derrick , gary & jian an went off to gary's hse .
didnt tell me !>.<>
superrrr funnyyyyy bodoh`
thn reached the shelter .
jitao suddenly got alot of ppl thr .
hahhaha.
LOL !.
BESTEE they all , all thr (x
thn rain very heavily -.-
thn mr see& jian an went to buy indoor bbq pit.
hahah . so kind hor ?!
wahahahah . mr see is the best (x
LOL !.
thn play & play . thn eat & eat .
my stupid son so so so bloody darn naughty cannn !?
wahahah .
he said he only eats crabstick .
hahah . idiotic .
thn we fight & fight (x
so fun luh . just dont feel like elaborating only .
wanto knw about all , thn ask me loh (((:
thn all the guys take off their cloths -.-
no pack de also take out . buey paiseh (x
hahaha .
thn gekhee , billy came .
woah .
dhis bbq got 19 ppl sia (((:
FUN !.
thn at night , xinyu&her sister&huiting & fadhil went to sea .
i didnt tagged bcos i dont wanto be LIGHT BULB (((x
LOL!.
thn stayed under shelter with son&besteee they all (((:
thn stupid besteee !. keep hitting my butt luh !.
idiotic !. pervertic ! luckily we are open . if not i'll sue him . wahahah . LOL!.
thn slack bcos raining v. heavily mah thn cannot bbq ((:
thn son& the guys were all like cold chickens . hahahh .
all so cold sia.
luckily i brought jacket along but its still v. cold ((x
hahaha . thn son on the LIANGSANPOR yu ZHU LI YE de song ((:
thn bestee say he sing guy's part thn i sing girl's part .
hahahah .
too baddd i got sore throat . if not i would have sang (((:
bcos im so thick skin deee (((:
thn very funny loh .
bestee go burn paper thn we called it campfire night & we sang campfire song ((:
so funny right !??!
wahahahha .
we are darn closeeeeeeeee luhhhhhh ((((x
thn i jitao ki siao . all cannot tahan me.
bcos i sore throat thn i say i wanto sing song for them .
thn all bth ((x
so funn !. told you im gonna disiao them !.
hahahah . thn i sing . thn gekhee ask me go jogging with him -.-
bcos he very cold . hahahha. tht doggy !. hahaha.
lol . thn i sing power ranger & twinkle twinkle lil star (x
hahahha .
was really darn fucking funn luhhhh .
seriously cant deny it (((:
LOL! .
thn besteee& derrick keep offering me ciggs bcos i very cold & i oneweek plus nvr smk liao . budden i cant bcos son is over thr & stupid dear didnt wanto give it to me too )):
hahah . thn son dont allow me to smk mah so cant loh . if not he'll get angry .
ilovemyson so much . i rather give up smking luh . hahah.
&& im gonna quit it oneday . I PROMISE YOU !. (((:
thn mommy called . she say she'll fetch me aft she finish playing majong .
thn ohkay loh .im so happy . bcos at least i cann stay longer . mommy dont allow me to ton )):
thn xinyu's dad came . thn she say fetch me home ):
so tagged loh . hais . thn left at 12+ 1 am . ahahah . if i waited for mommy .
i could have gone home ard 2am man!.
hahaha . nvm .
at least my dearest son is kind enuff to send me to xinyu's dad's taxi ((:
&& i hooked on to my son's hand ((:
hahahha . sorry luh . i was tooo cold so bth thn hold de (((:
moreover he's my son . whad cann ppl say bout it man ?!
waahhaha`
thn msg-ed son .
thn bestee prank called -.-
luckily i was smart enuff to not pick it up (((:
wahahahah .
seriously i love my ONE&ONLY son ((:
he's so darn cute & caring luh .
i treasure him SO SO SO MUCH luh`
LOL !.
anyway ,
i enjoyed this bbq ((:
its the MOST WET & RAINY & FUN & LATE bbq i EVER attended in my WHOLE LIFE (((:
iloveyou ppl !.


19 12 06


woke up ard 12 plus .
thn headed to JOHOR (((x
wahahah .
me & sister only you knw ?!
how funn cann tht be man !.
wahahah .
thn blahblahblah luh .
thn curse tht bloody rain luh .
flood everywhr is not enuff & even wet mysister&my whole BODY luh !.
hahah .& the worse part was !.
i was wearing jeans pant -.-
idiotic uh !.
thn reached luh . wahahah .
thn shopped the whole shopping mall untill it went UPSIDE DOWN (((:
&& my jeans hasnt dry yet ):
unfair !. my sister's had alrdy dried long ago ):
wahahha .
thn shopped & shopped .
guess whad !. johor also got restruarant called vivo -.-
how lmao !.
hahah .
thn went thr to eat .
ate spaghetti & its was freaking cheap luh .
wahahha . lol .
thn went shpping .
so funn !.
i simply love my sister ALOT !.
hahaha.
bought SOME christmas present thr ((:
i swear it was EXPENSIVE .
really!.hahaha .
but i still bought it .
only for ppl tht worth it ((:
wahahah .
LOL !.
wanted to buy son & bestee shirt but none looked nice & it quality sarks !.
hahah . thn went to look ard & saw boxers (x
hahah . knwing tht we're quite open .
wanted to buy them quick silver's boxers but dont have two ):
IDIOTIC !.
i was so freaking pissed off alright !.
hahah . LOL !.
&& sister bought 3tops & some stuffs (:
&& i bought 4tops & 1 tube dress & 1 bottom ((:
was looking at causal foot wears .
wanted to buy but after converting , it doesnt worth (x
ahahha .
&& guess whad ?!
afterall i only spent $195 on my stuff
& sister spent $150 on hers .
quite cheap right !?
though its three digit singapore dollar ):
hahah , but still , quite cheap !. hahaha . LOL !.
but im broke now ):
wahahha . LOL !.
thn went home ((:
llalalala `
this johor trip is superrrrr duperrrrr niceeee& funnnnn !.
its really more thn typing loh .
cnt express it all out just by typing (((:
ask me man !.
hahahah . i will b MORE THAN willing to share with you ((:
&& everyone !.
i've bought all your christmas presents ((:
llalalala`
ilovemy sister !.
isabelle you rawk !. (((:
LOVES <3

20 12 06


staying at home )):
bcos im sick )):
curse the rain man!.
hahah.
having cough&flu&fever .
aint i pathetic enuff )):
show me some love man .
hahahha . LOL !.
thn wento cp at night .
met darling ((:
she told me she saw tht fcuker with her sister& cousins ((:
hahah .
i was so darn pissed off man. hahaha .
thn was darl went baq bcos we talked for v. long . hahah .
thn i sat at mac with mommy&sister (:
i guess i saw tht fcuker with her cousin !.
hahah . thn LRT-ed home ((:
thn guess i saw tht fcuker with a guy& her sister& cousins at allea .
disgusting BITCH !.
hahah . im just so fcuking disgusted man !.
bcos its really disgusting . LOL !.
SLUTTY luh !.
act onlly .
walan eh .
now ahlian sia !.
LOL !.
come eh !. come luh .
LOL !.
CMI sia ((:
tsk tsk tsk`
if you wanto ask your sister or cousin come ,
i BWG .
&& if you wanto ask your cousin's frnd to add me in frndster just to make me upset bcos she's who's who .
let me tell you , i dont give you a FCUKING DAMN about it alright .
do you think i will be & go as low class as you ?!
FORGET it luh .
wanting to knw ppl& act kind in front of them bcos you want them to help you to go against me ?
seriously , you are tooo childish for it luh .
FCUK OFF luh .
&& delete me for all you want in frndster luh .
i dont need either you or your cousin in my frndster list .
ohplease!.
& like i offended your cousin for god's sake . I DIDNT luh .
its all your words to her & acts luh .
BITCH (((:


21 12 06


stayed at home whole day .
thn smth happened ,
called in denise's fone& conference with kendre haopengyou ((:
LOL .
thn talk talk talk loh .
steady dont knw is who . LOL .
thn hang up .
siansss bodoh`
moody luh .
ask me if you wanto knw . hais .
thn met baobei loh .
hahah .
talked on the fone with felicia they all .
hahah . funny ((:
LOL !.
thn baobei , felicia & joanna waited for me at my block dwnstairs (:
thn LRT-ed to cp .
went to popular . bought my A-MATHS book (:
thick ):
hahahh . thn the stupid person makes me SO FURIOUS luh !.
me & baobei got so dulan . hahaha .
thn went to top up .
& baobei sent me home .
woah i jitao dulan .
the mrt eat my two card de money sia bodoh .
one is adult& another one is mine !>
fcuk fcuk fcuk luh !.
gllb !.
hahah .
LOL .
thn baobei went baq to RM.
hais sian .
wanted to go thr too .
but baobei dont allow bcos they settling taiji ):
sadd !.
i so want to go loh . hais !.
hahah .
was telling baobei ,
i wont chupqiu de .
only will help pueh nia .
hahhah . stupid . lol .
llalalala`
&& my flu sark !.
spoil my voice & i lost the sense of taste ):
hahah .
pray for me tht i'll get well soon man ((;
LOL .
thn msn with nana precious (:
thn she was like insulting her .
hahahh .
i mean tht fcuker's cousin's frnd .
hahah .
& nana says she looks like a SLUT (x
no . i mean hooker (:
hahahah =x
whadtever -.-
nana curse tht fcuker& her cousin to go into IMH oneday (x
hahah .& tht she'll not be surprise .
hahah !. ME TOOO!.
hahah.
im like so looking forward to christmas ((:
working on eve with cousin .
christmas itself wit shihan & wanyi & joyi bah.
hahah.
its gonna be fun i guess ((:
wahahahah`
bcos im BIAOJIE mah !..
SHY SHY >.<




hais . seriously , sometimes you guys gotta understand me too .
as in i knw how much i hated her & things tht she'd done is unforgivable .
i dont wanto loose such gd sister&haopengyou like you two bcos of these .
haopengyou , you told me its my choice .
yeaps i knw how much i hated her bfore .
but whad im doing now , is smth a christain shld do .
to forgive&forget .
i knw its difficult for you guys to accept this .
i confused my feeling with the truth too .
but whad cann i do ?
understand me too cann ?
PLEASE ?
i seriously dont wanto loose sisters&gdfrnd
. esp you . my HAOPENGYOU & patient .
you were by my side whn i got trouble with her . but smtimes i just feel she's too pitiful& my heart breaks too .
understand me please (:
its my job as a christain to forgive her
& tht i also dont want anymore enemies
except for tht fcuker luh .
LOL .
LOVEs ((:

hahah .
my dearest son & my dearest idiotic partner are quarrelling bcos of me =]]x
ahahahs . well , its a FAKE quarrel thn (((:
i so love them cann !.
whn they quarrel cann make me laugh like hell luh !.
hahah .
&& they love me (((x
hahah .
LOL !.
im gonna have funn tml man !.
wahahha . but darling doesnt wanto go so i dont feel like going le . hahah . if not i seemed extra . hahah . but my son wants me to go (((x
hahah . lol =.=
im going for POOL bah & bbq i dont knw (((:
nvm . son will understand me (((x

17 12 06


woke up at ard 2plus pm .
didnt go church & you knw whad ?!
church starts at 8am today & aft tht gonna go for training -.-
hais . im confused about all these ))):
forgive me LORD . im really SORRY`
&& wth !? jaslyn didnt wanto go to church too -.-
hahah . lmao girl !.
thn bathed & bus-ed dwn to bedok`
makan with mommy at opposite princess de foodcourt.
siannss . saw the mac opposite . the memories over thr ))):
didnt i say im not gonna love him anymore ?
oh i just pray tht memories wont hold me baq anymore (((:
thn mommy wanto go aunty's hse -.-
so i cabbed all the way to parkway parade (((x
i bought my NICEEEEEEEEE TOPPPP`
hahahh .
thn blahblahblah`
bus-ed home .
reach sk .
thn bus-ed 86 home again (((x
&& im here blogging .
hais . dont feel like elaborating much .
bcos im SICKKKKK !.
grrrr ...
whad a luck man!.
hahah.
tml's bbq & im now SICK !? -.-
ANGRY luh`
&& bfore tht !. in the morning got the bloody redcross AOP again -.-
i dont understand why . always held so many times de AOP but none of the proposals were approved -.-
so why call it APPROVAL OF PROPOSAL ?!
LOL !.
wasting my time only !?! is like always like tht -.-
my niceeee dayyy always been RUIN by REDCROSS -.-
esp AOP !.
gllb !. arghhhs !.
i dont care !.
im gonna leave at 12 man !.
bcos dominic said the lastest is 12pm ((:
&& i NEED to play POOL !.
hahahha . lol .
&& I CANT WAIT to meet dear & son ((((x

anyway , im working at fisherman on eve & christmas day !.
yayness (((x
MONEY MONEY MONEY (((x
able to buy christmas gifts (((x

thank GOD !.

&& i miss my baobei ))):
she left for batam `
grrrr...
hahah .
nvm . im gonna endure (((((((((((:

fcuk the sickness man !.
always nth gd happens !.
sick sick sick !.
dont tell me whn my heart gives up on him ,
thts why im sickk !.
thts not the reason ,
though everything happens for a reason ((x
but im really tired & im gonna give up on him totally this time round (((:
though memories are holding me back ,
i knw i still cann move on without him oneday .
bcos i once did tht bfore.
im not a failure ((((:

GOD I THANK YOU FOR ALL THINGS THT HAPPENED
BCOS I KNW IT HAPPENS FOR A REASON`
&& everything tht had happened ,
all lessons , i've LEARNT ((((:
LOVES <3

went to plaza & bought dinner for brother -.-
hahah . thn help him buy his black hair dye bcos he's goin baq for reservice (x
YES !. hahaah . lol . thn bought coke frm NTUC thn walked home (((:
was talking to fav. all along . hahha . was darn funny bcos everyone was like why am i talking to myself ? hahah . stupid sia them . i use ear piece loh . lmao -.-
hahah . thn my hp connection fail -.-
hse fone also spoil !.
PATHETIC )x
hais .
hahah . thn nth to do , view ppl's profile (((x
&& i saw smth which im not suppose to see .
hais `
tear-ed again (((:
&& baobei msn me (((:
she said she'll pull me thru'
im really so touched to knw tht .
THANK GOD we're alright now`
hais . guess i cant afford to loose her ((:
she my ONLY PILLAR tht understands me the most (((:
thankew baobei for everything`
&& i love LIM YANG ZHI too (((:
my ONE & ONLY son`
the second pillar of MINE`
hahahs .
he's always with me weather rain or shine.
making me smile with his sweet words .
he sweared he'll b thr for me whn i need him .
how touching is tht man !?
he's a precious guy to me .
not a normal passer by but a guy who stood by & craved his name in my heart & always reminding me tht he's the ONLY SON tht i have & tht he cares (((:
i treasure those moments tht i'd spent with him in class & outside ((x
takecare son ,
i hope we'll get into the same class again ))):
mommy loves you`

&& yes ,
throughtout the talk with baobei & son ,
i understood all the happenings ard me ((:
its gonna be the LAST time im gonna shed these tears for him again`
NO MORE !.
like whad i've told my son & baobei ,
everyday being sad over the SAME OLD THING ,
aint i tired at all ? right now , im seriously VERY TIRED of all these .
&& im gonna stand firm & be STRONG !.
im gonna let him go !.
&& i swear , he's nvr gonna control my emo again`
im not holding him baq at all .
memories are always mend to be memories ,
bcos it had all PASSED & its PAST alrdy`
i cant turn baq time & now i nvr wanto again .
im gonna stand firm & will nvr stumble`
IM GONNA BE STRONG as EVER `
im gonna be baq whd i am & you are not gonna chnge me anymore.
the more i cry for you ,
the more hurt im bringing to d pp ard me.
sadd & cry over you ?
i dont think its worth it ANYMORE (((:
i've thought thru ,
its d faith tht im lacking in GOD ,
&& frm now on ,
im gonna believe & have faith & pray to GOD tht he'll give me a BETTER TMR (((:


thankew my irritating son& baobei (((x
for standing by me always (((:

& stupid LIM YANGZHI !.
mommy's gonna win ohkays !.
accept d fact tht your pool skill sarks luh!.
hahah .
lol .
&& whadtever ohkays ! & shuddup ohkays are MY standard lines NOT YOURS ohkays !
idiotic !.
hahah . now every words are mine (((x
you are gonna LOSE (x
wahahhas .
&& iloveyou son !><
hahah . && you asked me to miss you & think of you totally in my mind ,
though its hard , but im gonna do tht ((:
SO YOU BETTER DO too (((X
&& seriously , mommy didnt knw how impt i was in your heart until today.
those words tht you have spoken ((:
im gonna rmb it till the day i die .
im gonna bring those words tgt with me to my graveyard (((:


eh boy ,
you are NOTHING in my heart now.
bcos my son has replaced you in everything ((:
&& you have won this love game .
you are the winner .
&& im the loser .
aren't you happy at all ?
all i cann say now is tht ,
take gd care of yourself & treasure everything ard you bfore its WAY to late ((:
LOVEs <3
iloveyou NO MORE`